Your daily dose of Zac :) err... well I guess it's MY daily dose of Zac, because I'm pretty sure no one else needs a daily dose of Zac haha.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
I hate break-ups. Obviously I haven't had a break-up recently, but one of my very close friends has. Break-ups suck ass. I mean having someone that is that close to you just leave is a huge blow. And it sucks because, as a friend, there is nothing you can do to make it better. I know because I've been there. Everyone tells you, "it's not your fault. It's his loss. He doesn't know what he's missing. He's stupid." But all you can think is, "It is my fault. It's my loss. He couldn't care less. There's something wrong with me." None of those things are true. But you won't be able to realize it until way after the fact. I hate seeing her like this. And it kills me that I can't make it better. And even though he's my friend too, I hate him for doing this to her. And I'm worried about her and what this break-up means for her. I just wish I could take away all the heartache in the world. Because it's truly the worst kind of pain.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
So I dyed my hair again. No, I'm not one of those girls that dyes her hair all the time. I've never done any color besides blond. But see, I don't like how dark my hair gets in the winter. So one day last spring had Kelsey bleach my hair. And she did a great job, she did exactly what I asked her to do. But I realized that I didn't want to actually bleach my hair. So Tori (my hairdresser) put in some lowlights to balance out the bleach. Then the sun bleached that out, which ended up looking good. But then the summer came to an end and the sun went away and took my blond with it... and my roots grew in dark. So then I highlighted it to make the roots go away, but my mom thought it grew out funny. So she said she would pay to dye my hair darker. I wasn't sure about it at first, but I've decided I like it. It's very natural, and a little different.
Oh man, I just talked about my hair for an entire blog post. Seriously. What am I doing with my life? Haha
So I've been hearing about season 4 of Dexter for a long time now, and I finally got around to watching it. It wasn't the season finale that bothered me so much as it was the season premier of season 5.
So I already knew that Rita was going to die. Alan blew that one for me :p but I didn't know how or why. Really, it doesn't matter, what matters is how Dexter takes it. He thinks that he doesn't care, and he locks his emotions inside him, because that's what Dexter does best. But he does care, and at the end of the episode he finally shows us how upset he is. He says during his eulogy that she had found something in him that he didn't even know he had. Then he tells us that he realized that he really did love her too. And I am so distraught over her death. She's the one who held Dexter together and I don't know how he's going to work without her. I hate deaths on tv shows. They make me cry. And then I'm all sad and empty. Poor Dexter :(
Monday, December 27, 2010
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Monday, December 13, 2010
When I went to go see Wicked on Broadway with my Dad, I absolutely feel in love with Aaron Tveit (Fiyero). He was new enough to the cast though that I couldn't find his version of Dancing Through Life anywhere. But now it's on Youtube :) and he's fantastic.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Don't ask about the title. Or the picture. Who knows where it came from. Ian maybe? I think he says sad panda a lot. Anyways, if ever anyone was a sad panda, it's me. Since my job has required me to work over break, I am forced to stay in Bellingham. I mean, it's not the end of the world, there are people here. And I'm making money. But my BEST friends aren't here. And my family isn't here. And my Renton/Seattle friends aren't here. And I'm living by myself. And I am NOT a loner. I am not one of those people who enjoys personal time. Screw personal time. I want people time. I like being with people, pretty much all the time. So it's gonna be a long week.
So what am I going to do with all this time? Well I brought back my guitar so I can actually learn it. My macbook has guitar lessons that I can download for free! So I'm going to teach myself how to do that. Tomorrow I'm teaching a lifeguarding class. I also might learn a choreographed dance. Zachary Levi posted it on Twitter and challenged his nerds to learn it before the new year. So I might do that. Who knows. I'm also re-watching the first season of Chuck because 1) I don't remember any of it since I watched it... 4 years ago maybe? and 2) because I'm already having Zac Levi withdrawals. Nobody believes me, but I'm going to marry him. People don't exist like him, he's the only one.
I'll also hang out with the few people that are here. Erik, Tiffany, Selena, Angela... I'm not sure who else is here. But I'll be ok. My biggest problem is that I don't like living by myself. I miss my roomies :(
Monday, December 6, 2010
I. AM. SO. TIRED. Went to bed around midnight last night, got up around 5:30. Had a final at 8, been in the library since 9 studying for my next final at 3:30. And I'm about to pass out I'm so tired. And the library is freaking cold. Why is it so cold?
Anyways, while study breaking I found this website: Damn You Autocorrect. And I literally couldn't stop laughing. In the middle of the quiet floor of the library. Andie wins at life. So yea, I thought I'd share it all with you so you can get so enjoyment today even though it's finals week. God I hate finals. Only 2 more left.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Wait, that's not what I meant. What I meant to say was, FREAKING TURN OFF YOUR MUSIC. Really neighbors, really? Our neighbors throw the loudest parties. And, for those of you that know Ben, I'm not talking about Ben's apartment. Their parties are pretty quiet. It's the neighbors on the other side of us. I swear to God their stereo is right on the other side of my wall. I mean, I can literally hear every word of every song. I can even hear the drunken girls singing poorly. And on a normal weekend I wouldn't care. I mean we throw parties too. But it's FINALS WEEK. The weekend connecting DEAD WEEK to FINALS WEEK. Some of us have to study. Granted I'm not studying now. But I'll be studying in the morning. And I want to wake up early to do that. And I can't sleep because of the freaking Backstreet Boys playing loud enough to raise the dead. ARRGGGHHHHHHHH!
On another note, I've decided that Chuck has redeemed himself. The last two episodes of Chuck were PERFECT :) It was a rough start to the season, but it was all worth it. Completely and totally. And while I'd like to go to bed, I might just watch another Chuck because it's better than trying to fall asleep with the elephants next door. And of course I can't get enough of Zachary Levi. Don't worry Zac, we will be together one day. God those girls are bad at singing. And they have no idea what the words are to One Week by the Barenaked Ladies.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Goddammit aldflkasdjflkasjd;flks df AHHHHHHHHH THIS SHOW MAKES ME SUCH AN EMOTIONAL WRECK AND IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN SEASON THREE OF CHUCK STOP READING.
Unrealistic. Completely unrealistic. Chuck, who is madly in love with Sarah, has been trying to get a real life with her for 2 seasons. And she finally wants a real life with him. To run away and live happily ever after. And of course I realize that the show would be over if that happened. But it is COMPLETELY unrealistic for Chuck to have ditched her. No way. No way. No way. Now they are not together anymore and I am very upset. I'm sure they'll fix it. But I need to not be stressed out because finals are coming up and I need to be able to focus and not be lost in Chuck world and how freaking stupid Chuck is. Why couldn't they just have Sarah have been on board with the Chuck spy thing. Then everyone could be a spy and Chuck and Sarah could be happy together doing spy things. Breath, Andie, breath. Goddammit. I love you Zachary Levi, and I want to marry you, but your character Chuck is PISSING ME OFF RIGHT NOW. Fix it. By the end of this episode so I can sleep and be able to study tomorrow. GAHHHHHH.